Why I haven't posted in several months...

...I unno. I',m drunk i guess!

you know how you have like, a really good idea for a thing, but then you're like, man i'd need a phd's time and funding to do this idea justice... i don't want to shoot off some half cocked guff when there's stuff like the lost garden around doing really well with explaining the things. just does a disservice to blogging, you know? I keep having all these thoughts and little theories and i keep meanaing to spout them before will write and all that all say it first (bloody... The Wedding... I've been talking about all that "mechanics as message" stuff for bloody ages amongst my friend but then i never get a chance to do anything about it because i'm too shit and slow at making games), but then get tangled up with how much effort it is for a literary lightweight like me to get it out in a coscient, well formed, simple way that i just sorta give